Ambition for 2015
For as long as I can remember I've been overweight and often got picked on and laughed at because of my size. I would remember going home and crying each day after school and not wanting to even get out of bed the next day for school.
There were times that I would be eating healthy and exercising and I'd lose weight and feel great but then I would give up on myself saying it's too hard I can't do this anymore but now that I look back I realize I just wasn't ready for the huge change.
Losing weight isn't only a physical change as you see your body slowly shedding off the weight but a mental as well.
When I look in the mirror I expect to see the young ugly fat person I hated so much so staring back at me but I don't see her anymore I see a healthier and more beautiful version of myself.
You have to be ready and want it bad enough for yourself and I wanted it more than anything so three years ago I joined curves gym and never looked back I've lost a total of 136 pounds and I feel great!
I would be lying if I said that each day wasn't a struggle, because it is but I still keep going strong even when I feel like I don't want to exercise.
I have the best family, friends and support system.
My ambition for 2015 is to eat more healthier, exercise more at home when I can and also to not dine out at restaurants as much as I have been. I'd also love to build a support system for anyone whose trying to get healthy, lose weight, get back on track so we could help one another !